Frustration..

Went for a follow up on my ankle. It's damn frustrating because I couldn't get much physio done and the condition is more or less status quo. Which means, the doc could only ask me to try out physio again, and gave me yet another 3 months period. Sigh..

It is very frustrating. I had hoped that the doc could do more for me. But I guess he was as clueless as I was to what could be done. Physio seems the right way out, if not for the nature of my 'occupation' now, it would be clear cut. Already, I'm finding it hard to get proper rest, let alone doing physio. It may sound like excuses, but being in a batallion gearing for operational status is not fun.

I seriously felt damn down and helpless after I saw him. It's kind of inexplicable. But I know that chances are 3 months down the road, it will be the same old story, simply because the schedule in camp shows no letting up. Unless I really get the blessings from my superiors to go for intensive physio sessions, I'm really just doing alot of "henta-keki".. Marching on the spot, no progress and slowly but surely damaging my ankle further.

Sigh.