Giant....

Finally got to pop into Giant in Tampines yesterday. Morning not so crowded, so got parking space and also manouvering space in the store. I tell you, the afternoon crowd is crazy. The place will be jammed right from the time you try to go into the carpark. So I've never entered Giant there before. Anyway, my dad seems to like that place a lot and I think I'll be visiting there often from now onwards.

Watched Film Fest yesterday with Boss, Ryl and Aaron. We watched a 'compilation' of 10 short films that's the brainchild of Singaporeans. Really cool.. Like what Boss said "It makes me wanna shoot a short film myself.." I agree! I would relish an opportunity to do a short film again. And I've an idea. To do either a documentary or a film on... The Gang! Wahaha.. I mean, seriously.. I think it's a good idea. But how to go about it is another thing. Friendship that started since you were 10 don't normally last beyond your teenage years, do they? So a film on friendship since young might be good. Idea ah! Heh..

Now, about my ankle again. I think it's a bit bad. Saw the specialist on Wednesday and he's sending me for an MRI and some physio session before seeing him again in late May. He din say much about my condition. But in his referral letter for physio, he wrote "Likely cartilage tear in Right ankle AFTL". God knows what AFTL means. Maybe Mel can help me with it? But, yah.. Apart from this early diagnosis. I'm feeling that my ankle is deteriorating. Bah.. I don't bear to think what will this injury translate into with regards to my NS duty.. ZJ asked me, "I thought everyone will prefer to slack?" (Meaning I down-PES or what..) I was stumped. I really don't know how to answer the question as much as I don't know what the answer is myself.. Is it good to downgrade? What's so bad about it? I really don't know. I dread having to chiong-sua and all those shit, but I also dread to think I'll serve the remaining of my NS in an office doing clerical work..

Bottomline, like what she said, "But your leg is still the most important, right?" I nodded. I know it is still the most important, my health. But I also said, "It'll take me some time to come to terms with it if it were to really happen.".

And there's this thing, in me (and I think everyone else), probably named sub-consciousness? that's telling me, it might just happen to me.