Sprained ankle?

So, is it really a sprained ankle? The sinseh said the ligament "opened". Which means what, a torn ligament ankle?!?! Oh myy.... Crap la... But for now, it's getting better by the day.. So we'll see how it goes.

I'm really a bit down thinking of missing the 24 km route march. You can freaking miss any other route march. but missing the final, grand finale?! It's the symbol of you completing your BMT life, even if it's not a passing criteria. But the significance is so much more than passing your IPPT, your SOC and what nots. Fuck. How sway can I be.. Though I have to count myself lucky that I had already gotten the silver for IPPT, if not.. My record would be "attended BMT" rather than "completed BMT".. And throw me out of the equation for command school altogether.

Then again, am I still in the running for command school? I dunno. If I'm not, then maybe it's destined I'm not to be one.. Then I'm gonna screw NS life already. I think I will.. We'll see how.. Right now, I'm still not feeling that down yet cos I'm not thinking about it alot.. Cos really dunno what will come of it. Ah, maybe time to play the new game I bought. =p

Bon Voyage, dear fren! See you 4 months later.